the library it is such a quaint adorable little place you would DIE.  it is rough hewn wood ceilings, all wood, all OOOOOLD books, one long table and rickety wooden folding chairs and three big fans turning lazily overhead! The magazines are from the 50s and all the books are hardback and musty.It's good for me to be at the library because I feel like I'm actually doing something.  I have been feeling a little bit homesick and lonely, i have never really been by myself for this long before, or lived or traveled alone so it is a little wierd for me.  Even though there are people around, they are a little suspicious of me so it's hard to have meaningful interactions just yet.  I think that and the idea of continuing this the entire summer are causing me a little bit of anxiety.  My friend Sarah says that anxiety can arise from feeling unable to express your fears about something; who know.